So near yet so far,
The love that was once there is now lost...

I was laying on the bleacher in Girls Fitness...
Jessie asks me to go under the stands to get his...

What is this sound I hear?
This sound is playing so peacefully...

I have a very near and dear friend,
Her name is DeEtte...

See these scars,
My only reminder that it was real...

Afraid,
Afraid of what might happen...

Lost in nothing but dispair,
A longing to get away from this hell called...

I am a poet, a girl,
I wonder if im really alive...

I am a poet, a girl,
I wonder if I'm really alive...

I am a poet, a girl,
i wonder what is wrong with me...

(note: plz read Tuesday(true story) to fill in on...
When daddy came home...

You cant ever miss what you never had,
You can't always look back at the things you've...