Ill smile and laugh,
And pretend I'm ok...
Hush little girl, hush little girl,
Your daddy is back...
Last night I horribly failed my suicide,
If Id only had the courage to go all the way...
Cranberry squash, Cranberry squash!
You help me see things through...
Razor-blade kisses,
And strawberry gashes...
Once again I take the knife,
Try to stop the hurt, try to quit my life...
I stand on top of a mountain,
And whisper your name...
The cuts get deeper everyday,
Expressing words my mouth cant say...
The day I dyed my eyelashes,
Change my life for good...
Shes sits in the bath,
The razor in her hand...
Little girl,
She was lost and alone...
When I am crying in a corner,
I know that you will not care...