I sit silently on my bedroom floor,
Holding a gun close to my head...

She used to be the happiest girl, until she lost...
She used to light up a room, whenever she walked...

Hush little girl, hush little girl,
Your daddy is back...

Cranberry squash, Cranberry squash!
You help me see things through...

I open up the black and silver case,
And take the sharpener out...

Tick To-ck, Tick To-ck,
The clock slowly ticks on...

I stand alone, my soul stripped bare,
I walk alone, and I don't know where...

I wear a bracelet on my arm,
Of the most beautiful ruby red...

Once again I take the knife,
Try to stop the hurt, try to quit my life...

I know you think I'm happy,
But whatever you may say...

She sits staring out of the window,
At the snow falling down outside...

This pain has been locked up inside of me too...
Its starting to break free...