Why do you not see me crying and weeping?
Why do you not realize I just want to be free...

While you are going about your business today,
I ask you to just think for a few moments...

When I am crying in a corner,
I know that you will not care...

Ill smile and laugh,
And pretend I'm ok...

He stands on top of the building,
He says he cant take things anymore...

Mum what happened to us?
Whats caused us to act this way...

Darling when you read this I will be dead,
But I need you to understand why...

In the sea of lost souls,
Live those not meant to be dead...

Day after day,
You torture me...

In your sick and twisted mind,
What thoughts go through your head...

I know Ive been stupid,
And been an idiot in the past...

Last night I horribly failed my suicide,
If Id only had the courage to go all the way...