Gun, gun held to my head,
Weighing me down, as heavy as lead...
Razor-blade kisses,
And strawberry gashes...
She used to be the happiest girl, until she lost...
She used to light up a room, whenever she walked...
I sit silently on my bedroom floor,
Holding a gun close to my head...
The day I dyed my eyelashes,
Change my life for good...
The day my world fell apart,
Was the day you broke my heart...
In the sea of lost souls,
Live those not meant to be dead...
A sad little girl with scarred up wrists,
Her beautiful face broken by daddy's fists...
Another day and I'm on my own.
No one except me at home...
Tick To-ck, Tick To-ck,
The clock slowly ticks on...
I stand on top of a mountain,
And whisper your name...
I open up the black and silver case,
And take the sharpener out...