Happiness........Welcome to reality

She looks at the blade and says,
Just one more and Ill stop...
The next day it looks so tempting,
Just one more she thinks...
The day after that she went too far,
Just one more, was one more to much...

If you shot me now,
And I bled to death.
It would probably be less painful,
Than how you've killed me with your words!

Chilling shreiks,
Haunting screams.
Pain and sorrow replaces,
Hopes and dreams.

Living my life is like walking along a tunnel...Im just waiting to reach the light at the end!

She lives a nightmare everyday,
Just hoping she'll awake.
She wants to be free and live again,
Shes sick of being fake...

Each new cut,
Covers an old scar.
Pain on top of pain,
Pain is what you are...

In my darkest hour,
When I did nothing but cry...
I asked you for your help,
But you left me there to die...

Please stop hurting me,
And killing me inside.
Today after the things you said,
I very nearly died...

Im sorry I messed up.
Im sorry for what I cannot be.
Im sorry Im a total *****.
Im simply sorry for being me...