~If you are looking for love then your working too hard~

"Always hold on to you present because your future is to come and you can't change the past"

"The past is right where it needs to be"

Your walking down the street headed for something that has now become routine for you. thoughts fly through your head and then in the distance you hear church bells ringing then you step back into reality and realize your in Germany. ( had to shorten it)

What does that mean for what I live for does it mean that I am dead?

"The others look around but you have you dead set gaze forner, your lusting eyes take hold... but what do you have to live for so you let it go..."

When I hear that song I think about you. A long dance and a twisted freshman year, but now it makes me sad because I lost a friends and a love that truely loved me but i was that blind to see. Sorry...yeah I know it'S too late!

"Okay let me say it one more time.... I just don't care so, (naughty words that are sensord for child use) okay!!!good-bye!"

I sit in die Hütte thousands of miles away and think about how WE should drink together here one day

die Hütte is our hang out here in Sendenhorst. einfach Geil!!!

"if I can't find a guy I am so going Lesbian. Kathi will you marry me?"

spoken with Kathi on Jan. 27 2006 while holding her hand because it was cold.
She said yes!