What does that mean for what I live for does it mean that I am dead?

"The others look around but you have you dead set gaze forner, your lusting eyes take hold... but what do you have to live for so you let it go..."

When I hear that song I think about you. A long dance and a twisted freshman year, but now it makes me sad because I lost a friends and a love that truely loved me but i was that blind to see. Sorry...yeah I know it'S too late!

"Okay let me say it one more time.... I just don't care so, (naughty words that are sensord for child use) okay!!!good-bye!"

I sit in die Hütte thousands of miles away and think about how WE should drink together here one day

die Hütte is our hang out here in Sendenhorst. einfach Geil!!!

"if I can't find a guy I am so going Lesbian. Kathi will you marry me?"

spoken with Kathi on Jan. 27 2006 while holding her hand because it was cold.
She said yes!

"They're MONKS not movie Stars!!!!!"

January 31 2006
Anna rolled laughing so hard because we were in a Monostary and everyone wanted to take photos and I bluntly said my newest quote. She died. (really we bury her Thursday)

"I am in the anti Rollenkamper Party. who's not?"

|||said with a british accent ;-)|||

The thought of today is the blood sucking leaches in society rotting and taking that we will become them even though we don't want to it's inevitable.

nikj-April 2006

"What looks like a box of rocks may be a box of rocks, but there are few people who can really make music out of them."

Nikj April 13 2006
on the train with Anna, original found on the Birthday card from Gaby.