Tears trace their way
down my cheeks...

He sleeps,
The young and amazing soul he is...

"You don't need to be scared.
I loved you before we even went out...

I wake to find my room empty,
Nothing but me...

I love you but I'm taken,
I'll leave him for you I swear...

My heart as though it's in my throat,
My hands shake like an earthquake in disguise...

My heads a mess,
Feeling nothing but stress...

To My Lover...
Right now I'm going through hell...

Day one...
I survived without a problem...

The other day was magical,
Everything felt so right...

It's not even been a month,
Yet I feel like we connect...

I'm tired yet I can't sleep,
I'm happy yet I can't smile...