Deaths shadow is stalking me again
no running no hiding
i just sit waiting for him, and he waits for me
it seems i must suffer more before i can be free

I want to break my body to let the pain flow out
you ripped everything from inside me and replaced it with pain
a pain so unbreable that the only thing i want is to die

Finally the pain takes a hold of me, it has searched through my shields
the pain engulfs me, i can't with stand it

In this bed theres just an empty space, next to an empty boy...

When is the time to fight for you, when is the time to give you space. all i want is for your happiness, but i want you to be mine too

My friends suicide note:
depression sucks... sorry

As a tear rolls down my cheek, i wonder why we care what others think

On the eve of destruction, the boy shall muse.

Nowhere is safe nor comforting, there is nowhere, where i can hide from my thoughts and dreams