Nowhere is safe nor comforting, there is nowhere, where i can hide from my thoughts and dreams

On the eve of destruction, the boy shall muse.

As a tear rolls down my cheek, i wonder why we care what others think

My friends suicide note:
depression sucks... sorry

When is the time to fight for you, when is the time to give you space. all i want is for your happiness, but i want you to be mine too

In this bed theres just an empty space, next to an empty boy...

Finally the pain takes a hold of me, it has searched through my shields
the pain engulfs me, i can't with stand it

I want to break my body to let the pain flow out
you ripped everything from inside me and replaced it with pain
a pain so unbreable that the only thing i want is to die

Deaths shadow is stalking me again
no running no hiding
i just sit waiting for him, and he waits for me
it seems i must suffer more before i can be free