Dear Jess
these are a few words i have written...

White rose petals at my toes,
My eyes covered in black...

I don't know what this is anymore
is my reality but a dream or nightmare...

While i sit and write this my eyes begin to water
because i know Ive let you down...

"I hope you hit a vein"
With those words came the end...

Burning light free from darkness
softly exposes all relative materials for sight...

I'm lying on a bed half asleep
dozing in the sunshine with you beside me...

The ages of lines that cross her face,
Her eyes,holding all the pain...

So heart of steel,
icy death consuming feeling...

For the many days i sat in pain,
compass in hand and mascara leaking...

*Dedicated to Kismet*
silence, walls frozen...

Feeling the same way as you did when you first met...
Your long brown hair blowing in the wind your hand...