Where are you now, I can't seem to see
Can you ever fill this hole that's inside of me...

I cannot go on today
the pain's too much for me to stay...

I try not to smile, to act so nice
so I try to put on my only disguise...

The night was turning crimson red
demons crawled onto my bed...

Stay right here, by my side
never say the word goodbye...

I contemplate my understanding
of the hope we have to feel we belong...

I can't count on tomorrow
Can't fast forward today...

I try to place a smile
on my broken face...

Staring into the sky, trying to count the stars
I've reached for so much faith and somehow I'm...

Sometimes you sit and wonder
is life worth all of this...

Twisted, clustered, I'm in a mess
tangled, and lonely on my own web...

It's a lesson I can't learn, how many times will I...
Losing blood from my heart, it will end where it...