I try to place a smile
on my broken face...
I used to have a shadow
walking by my side...
I want to be the one
that talks to you on the phone for hours...
I wish I had my sandals
so I wouldn't have to walk...
You wear a mask at times
So blindly, how can you see...
Too much to take
I fall and I break...
I cannot go on today
the pain's too much for me to stay...
Your laugh makes me feel like im breaking into...
yet u pick them up and make it seem so easy...
I told you last time and I'll tell you again
You were never my lover, never my friend...
If I asked myself
why do I cry...
I spent my life next to you
By your side in everything you do...
If I could only tell you how I feel.
So the past is a reflection of what's real...