I was wondering around the forest
On a cold winters night...

I tried once and got what I was after
But only for a little while...

Adam was my first and last love.
God sent him from above...

No one cares.
no ones there...

I was cursed with this life
Not so good, what a sight...

I look around.
What do I see...

Daddy you said you love me...
Then why did you do that to me...

You just didn't understand me
i don't think you ever will...

How can life pull you down?
In in my tears I slowly drown...

This is my cry for help.
Ive went to family...

I cant take this any more.
I am left behind closed doors...

Little voices in my head.
Screaming at me repeating the things you said...