Never thought of who I wanna be
Never thought of what I really need...

Dying to be loved
Dying for someone to care...

Cause I'm lost
There's no turning back...

I Can see it in your eyes
You haven't been this happy in so long...

Screaming inside
no where to hide...

Sometimes love's not enough...
sometimes pain feels good...

"Prelude 12/21"
This is what i brought you this you can keep...

Tattered and torn
Fading away...

Heart beating, slowly dying
On the floor silently crying...

Head down, kneeling on the floor,
Praying to God "I don't wanna hurt...

I need you to help me to tell me I'm gonna be OK.
I don't know whats wrong or why I feel this way...

The first time I saw you I thought you were like...
Just like my past boyfriends...