People think im happy cuz of my fake smile, they think my life is so fun its pretty sad actually, that even my best friend dosent even know how ready i am to pick up that gun

Storm, take me away frm here
with your firce wind
let me float up to the sky
so i could just see her again

You told me to follow my dreams...
to bad they were all nightmares

I found you in the corner
i pulled you out of the clouds
you left in such a hurry
your face, lost n the crowed

You call me a hor
you call me a slt
i wonder if you still would
if you knew how much i cut

{to my wonderful step dad}

Friendship is like sand the harder
you hold on to it the more it falls
but if you just relax and leave it in you hand it wont go ne where

I dont think theres ever been a day
that i walked outside without
a smile.........

.....and i dont think theres ever been a day where that smile was real

Somtimes its hard for me to look you in the eye,
becuz i know for sure your looking at me
and im scared that your not happy with what you see...

The greatest thing in the world is when your completely bummin it you jus woke up, no make up, and your in sweats, and your boyfriend wakes up looks at you and says "good morning gourgous"...i finally found him

Do i cut my wrists to see wats inside,
or do i cut y wrists to see if im alive...