Expressing,
and denying...

I wish you knew how I felt,
I wish I could say...

I need to stop thinking about you,
these thoughts need to end...

Defeating truth,
anonyumus lies...

I wish I was lying,
When I said I loved you...

And the birds are singing,
and the phone is ringing...

I begin to feel sick,
from the pills that I ate...

You can taste the liquor on my breathe,
the blood on my cheek...

Caress my heart,
lead me to die...

Escaping your infinite lies,
your pitiful cries...

Beautiful blades,
endless slits...

I sit here waiting,
waiting for you...