Surrounded by friends you still feel alone
Because they only see the side you let them know...

Blinded by this misery
Confused by what is right...

Your lies cut through me
At a hurried pace...

Smiling as if I care,
Smiling as if you matter...

To sit with you in silence
With no doubts on our minds...

I said I'd write you something
To show you how I care...

Beautiful anxiety creeps to the surface
Ecstatically fearing life without love...

Slashing, dicing away at the seams
Sadistically throwing you in between...

I love you, I miss you
But I'm not going to cry...

Cause I can't stand to see you leave,
And I don't want to cry...

How pathetic is it
That I sit with emotion...

Passing away
Fading to be...