Despairing looks in an all white portrait,
They stain the beauty with a black shade...

I try to open my eyes
But darkness is all I see...

I’m sitting in the shadows
Of the life I once knew...

My dreams are of you my dear
But none of them are good...

My heart keeps burning
It hurts more than you'll ever know...

It’s the middle of the night
And Mrs. Beauty Queen is alone...

I'm drowsy from the drugs I'm on
As my breaths are slow but deep...

Hailie I’ll miss you too much
If you pull away from me...

As I take my last breath
and I hold the knife...

Tears of rage return again
As I sit again empty-handed...

Behind blue eyes
A sad girl cries...

Fragments of shattered glass
Fall at my first touch...