The lord mustn’t love me
We both show no propriety...

I waited all night by the phone
With icy tears of my own regret...

I can't dream of you another night
My thoughts can't hold you anymore...

God, I’m not sure if you’re...
In fact, I’m not even sure you exist...

I can’t please all of the people around me
They’re picking me apart...

They told me to count my blessings
But instead I numbered the tears I cried...

I held her close to my heart
Afraid to let her go...

These black clouds aren’t moving
They’re just pouring the rain...

I hurt so much
But as long as you’re near...

I thought I could trust you.
Maybe I never could...

I'm so afraid to be myself
Or know just what I am...

Her face is soft and delicate
Her hair is tied in bows...