I worshiped the ground you walked on
I did everything you said...

I'm so afraid to be myself
Or know just what I am...

Searching for words
To label every star...

Tears of rage return again
As I sit again empty-handed...

As I take my last breath
and I hold the knife...

Behind blue eyes
A sad girl cries...

Today is another shady day
Filled with clouds of black and gray...

Another routinely day is here
Another day in the life of me...

From the depth within your mind
Can you imagine a goddess of despair...

Its upon my guilty conscience
That at night I weep...

Lightening flashes about me
As I cling to my black cloak...

Hailie I’ll miss you too much
If you pull away from me...