I should just give up trying, no matter what happens...there is always someone prettier or smarter than me...and you always fall for it. but, do they love you as much as i do?

You chose to date her after leading me on...but you still cant have the both of us. it's either her...or me. dont expect me to wait forever for you...

it's apparent that she's not going anywhere. So i sent you an e-mail telling you how i felt ...
it's funny. if you want nothing to do with me...then why'd you keep the e-mail?

I bet you didn't know you could break my heart thinking we were just friends.

As much as I love him, I know he doesnt love me. And as much as I try to hate him for that...I cant. It's me I hate for not being good enough...ever. :(

I dont think I could handle my life without you. But i know i can't handle my life with you and her.

You cannot keep being a flirt. you cant hug me and give me shoulder rubs and then turn around and put her on your lap. It's just not fair, and it hurts too much. Why cant you just love me?

I just want to call you and talk to you, to run up to you and hug you. To tell you everything i think and feel and love about you. This is every second of every day. But i dont. why? because you've already found someone else you feel that way for.

And it hurts so bad to think that I, me, as a person...wasn't enough. I wasnt good enough for you.

And i knew right there in that moment that though you never said it, you cared for me more than I ever thought you did...when I told you I'd had a boyfriend for over a month.