I wake up in the morning, drag the blade across my...
In this world where I'm considered a loser I'm...

Sweet sweet cyanide,
I finally will be able to hide...

I long to leave this land,
Walk with death hand in hand...

Do you remember when we laid under the starlit...
Thinking our love would never die...

Don't ever say you loved me. Or that you love me...
*been a long time since I've wrote, its 330 now...

I'm holding on by a breaking thread,
Remembering all the encouragement I've read...

I wasn't supposed to feel,
That was how I decided to heal...

Hey Kylie, you're now three,
And your spending your birthday without me...

When you look at me,
Exactly what do you see...

Sometimes I thought I loved you,
Others I was sure I hated you...

He tells me he loves me,
He tells me he cares...

Our relationship is made of dreams,
Now it is falling apart at the seams...