To my youngest son~~
You made your appearance on Valentine's Day...

To my oldest son~~~
You came into the world fourteen years ago...

Thoughts of us keep me awake
the ifs, the whens, the whys...

If I promised you a rose garden
would you stay and watch it bloom...

People tell me that I'm crazy
to still want to be with you...

I'm starting to get over you
each day is easier than the last...

If I could just erase the memories
of you that I hold inside...

Dear me,
I know how much you hurt inside...

On this day made just for lovers
something weighs heavily on my mind...

I surrender my heart to you
believe me that's no easy feat...

I know that I just met you
and it's too soon to feel this way...

I can't believe it's come to this
you're not loving me, but her...