I look at you and I see beauty
you're a true example of perfection...

I built a wall up between us
& never again will it come down...

To my oldest son~~~
You came into the world fourteen years ago...

I am no longer what you want
so it's time for me to move on...

Most of my poems are not about something that...
Alone again, I'm sitting here...

I'm giving up on loving you
you've caused me so much pain...

I gave you all of my trust
which soon proved to be unwise...

I am fighting an addiction
and it's driving me insane...

I dream of how our life might be
if I loved you, and you loved me...

Dare I dream to have you here when I know that you...
Dare I wish to hold you when I know that there is...

You say that it is me you love
but you share a house with another girl...

To my youngest son~~
You made your appearance on Valentine's Day...