I love you so much it hurts,
When i see you kiss her...
I feel my pain inside,
How much you'll never know...
Every night i just want to die,
all i can do is cry and cry...
Sometimes i just want to end my life...
all i have to do is pick up that knife...
I tell myself,
That your not meant to be...
I can't bare being without you,
it's tearing me apart...
I can't cry anymore
I'm all out of tears...
You tell me over and over again,
how i was the one in the wrong...
I had to stand by and watch you love another right...
i silently dift away...
My hand is tired of writing,
my eyes are tired of seeing...
What am i doing in this world
nothing to have...
I walk around the house at night,
Wishing you were with me...