Lost in rain
Wandering this endless road...

I sit here wondering
How I fell again...

I know what i did was wrong
I know i can't take it back...

*This is a true story. My uncle Richard has been...
Hey uncle Rich...

Everyday I remember our friendship
And how much you cared...

I leave myself open to bleed
Leaving nothing undisclosed...

Laying here
I dream of nothing...

Look around you
Take in those sights...

When you feel like giving up
Look to me and hold on...

I'm sitting here every night trying not to think...
But it seems that its all I can do...

I am so numb
I cannot think...

Sometimes I wonder why
Why does life make me a freak...