I'll keep telling myself
Your words don't mean a thing...

I've been trying
Seeking answers to questions I can't voice...

I keep writing to you
Wishing you were here...

I'm barely breathe
Struggling to stand on my own...

Blank sheet of paper
Pen in hand...

I'm sitting here among the darkness of my past
a bottle of wine at my feet...

Before I was me, you held my hand and guided me
Giving me the wings to set me free...

Slow down, tell me what's on your mind
It's alright, I'm by your side...

Wind blowin' through our hair
Waves crashing at our feet...

There's something about you that keeps bring me...
There's never any explanation...

I don't wanna be that girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl struggling to stand amongst the crowd...

There's an image painted in my mind
That's cruel to the eye...