I'm standing here, watching you
seeing me reflecting in your eyes...

As a child I would bow my head and pray
Asking for forgiveness...

The final word has been written
Sealed in ink on a white sheet of paper...

Heard someone told you
That there's more to life then this little town...

Dear Mom,
I've been wanting to say...

I can't take this pain anymore
The look of disappoint in one's eyes...

I swore i found forever with you. . .
keep seeing it in your eyes...

With a drink in hand
and a gun in the other...

I could lose it all
my heart...

I'm done crying, tired of losing
I'm through with this pain...

I hate how you make me feel
the way my emotions flow...

I could whisper the words
pray you don't hear me speak...