I keep pushing it away
burying it away deep within my heart...

Tattered and torn
Faded and old...

I watched you walk away
waiting for that last look, the turn of your head...

Standing here before you, our hands intertwined
I can't help but shed a tear at the story I see in...

I don't wanna be that girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl struggling to stand amongst the crowd...

I'm getting use to this feeling
The sound of my heart beating faster...

I've given into the tears
Let the emptiness take hold of my beating heart...

I'm trying to hate you
Telling myself, caring wasn't your style...

I shut this door, leaving behind tales of...
Locked within these walls of words I don't want to...

With a drink in hand
and a gun in the other...

Keeping secrets was never me
but they laid buried in your eyes...

I remember smiling, laughing
Being with you...