Watching thirty years of love going down the...
what could have turned true love into hate...

Been down that road called love many times before,
puppy love, high school love, back seat love...

Love was just a mirage in my tortured mind,
It's fake, it's hopeless dreams, I'll never find...

To care for you and treat you right,
to lay beside you all through the night...

The phantoms steely eyed present always haunts my...
Always lurking underneath to reek havoc in pursuit...

And to that i shall end,
sleep eludes me...

Wounded in battle with honor, crimson blood...
Fighting for a cause, a swords blade split thane...

As daylight slips into twilight thus ends my...
Others rejoicing their day has ended thinking of...

There is a monster inside of me, she's in control,
My body tries to reject but mind is not my own...

For an eternity I struggled suppressing my sense...
An overflow of affections but never allowed to...

Always losing at attempts to find and hold a...
Forced me over the years to impose my own form of...

My Darling since that day in February when we...
That very first smile, a very big hug and a sweet...