As I exist in this world some call life,
My vision is blurred, jaded, enraged...
Been along time since an artist graced my life,
Can remember passion, beauty, sensuality...
Never met you only seen you on the net...
Thought past pain of love was buried deep in me,
Ha, what a lie, told myself never I would see...
The sun was shinning, the day was warm,
Driving in the country, seeing for the first time...
Is it wrong for me to put you high above the rest,
Is it wrong for me to tell all you are the best...
A rose is only a rose,
given only as a flower...
A day without you goes like this,
I close my eyes and see your face...
In my world of pain, darkness, deadly silence...
You brought healing, light, and singing sweet...
On a cold winter's night while all is still,
laying in this cold dark room feeling chilled...
To care for you and treat you right,
to lay beside you all through the night...
Love was just a mirage in my tortured mind,
It's fake, it's hopeless dreams, I'll never find...