You walk by ans smile...i smile back...to bad my smile isnt realy cause its hidiing all the pain you caused

My hands shake as i grasp the razor in my hand tears run down my cheekas i gentely press the razor against my chalk white wrist i push the razor down blood comes out rolling down my scarred up arms i droop the razor to the floor witha smile

The picheyness of the razor makes me cry but the wat the razor makes me feel makes me s-m-i-l-e

When your scared you can just close your eyes but when your scared your heart is gonna be broke you cant close your heart

Everyone around me has forgot about me completley but your the only one that hasnt forgot that im stll here :D

Everything about me has been erased from your memory but ever thing about you is all i know

The only reasone i have ever cut is just to show you how much i care

...... but you never seem to notice

Everyone changes a little bit but youve changed so much i dont even know who you are

You cheated...and im glad you told me...but sometimes i wish you didnt

Everyday i look back to the day you told me it was over