How I feel is hard to describe
When all I feel is numbness inside...

Children love their mom as they're supposed to
But i hate my mom and with her I'm through...

My foolish eyes so quick to concieve
my foolish thoughts so quick to believe...

I really miss your love for me and now you have...
I really miss your touch it was softer then the...

I haunt myself inside my head
All my thoughts are filled with dread...

I really do love you I care
I really do love you I swear...

I'm forgetful with the way you hurt me
and the way that you don't care...

I feel the pain and suffering
Though the illness is not my own...

The razor stares with a beckoning call
My name I hear as i walk down the hall...