Dear Mom And Dad:
You always tell me to do better...

Let me live forever in my world of dreams.
I become my perfect self as I gently sleep...

I Know this girl
her life was so perfect...

The pain forms in you heart.
You keep it inside till it rips you apart...

I still carry the blade in my hand.
I still wonder why I am the way I am...

It\'s a bullshit life that shes livin in
Wanna give up, instead she givin in...

So many words overflow my soul.
My crimson tears fall down my face...

Our friendship was like a poisoned rose.
It looked so beautiful, but inside we were foes...

What happened to out younger years,
When sleeping in the dark was are biggest fear...

We all have different kinds of friends,
Some leave, while others are till the end...

Its a need like no other
Burning inside the hearts of each other...

Where were you when I'd cry myself to sleep?
Or when out of me the blood seeped...