Gazing out into the world,
the cruel wind seems icy to my spine...
Trapped within a deathly bubble,
All necessities of life denied...
People often chat to me, they compliment and say I...
But really I'm not being truthful, I should tell...
Weak from the damage its done
She is all alone in this land far away...
When I'm lost I just slip away from all arms.
Away from all pain, and away from all harm...
She seems so delicate, a pale rose.
So beautiful yet so fragile...
Please listen to the sound
of my heart as it breaks...
Stab me in the heart,
push me on the floor...
My fade-away dream.
Melting into a numbed state...
I try to keep going, I try to keep breathing,
I try to stay positive and think happy thoughts...
My uninvited miracle;
the greatest gift I could receive...