Is life going to be this way,
until i finally die...

I made a promise to you,
that i wouldn't cut myself today...

Live like we used to,
when we were little kids...

You was my grandma,
but yet like my best friend...

Would I be able to believe you,
when you say you will be there...

Why do you say you care?
When we both know it's a lie...

I've got to tell you something,
I've got so much to say...

Months has went by,
since you've been dead...

Our love is strong in every way,
It grows and grows,everyday...

I need someone im my life ,to make me feel
better when I'm sad...

I'm smiling on the outside
but hurting on the in...

I grabbed a knife laying on the floor
Walked real fast than ran out the door...