All my life I have pretended
like nothing was ever wrong...

As I walked out of class I went back to the...
..to be continued...

I woke up, and once again I was wishing and hoping...
..to be continued...

One day I'll be happy,
I'll have a real smile...

I can't take the pain,it's just too strong
I have put up with it enough,I've put up with it...

I had a nightmare last night,
I thought it was realy true...

What would you do if I ended it next to you?
What would you do if my life was through...

I loved you as my boyfriend,
I loved you through and through...

The day is coming
coming very soon...

The day you left me
I fell apart...

I have built up more pain
Since that day she has died...

~you will probably need to read
the knife(part one) to understand this poem...