There are times when all i want is to die
i sit alone in the dark and cry...
Drawing a blank
no words inside...
I've tried to live
but there is no more to give...
Empty faces
lonely places...
Crazy, scared, confused, angry; pain
dark insanity...
The darkness swallows me
like a giant wave of black...
The light fades
and stars appear...
That's what you call me
a disrespectful teenager...
Do you still wanna see that pain?
here, i'll carve it in my arm...
I see it in her eyes time she smiles
i see it, hiding behind the lies...
Screaming eyes
crying out for help...
Words unsaid, glances unrecognized
the boy i used to know, maybe even love...