As I lay here 2.30 in the morning,
I realize I have nothing...

**a part-poem I found when i was cleaning my room...
My love for you...

I lay alone,
And in my bed...

Top line, bottom line,
Sign up, sign down...

I hate not sleeping with you
And I hate waking up alone...

Last night it hurt so bad,
When you didn't reply...

I only smile,
Because I'm sick of crying...

Sometimes I wish
It would all go away...

You wonder why I'm upset,
and why i get depressed...

Ever done something so irrecoverable,
That just thinking about it makes you cringe...

Fantastic timing mother dear,
you start with me the moment i rise...