Laying here, so close to death
Drawing near to my last breath
Tears are falling, I scream aloud
...Only you can save me now...

I need you now more than ever
I thought you meant it when you said forever
I'll try not to cry, I'll try to be tough
Ignore the fact... that I'm not good enough

Go ahead and look away
Act like everything's okay
Ignore my tears, I understand
Kill me as you take her hand

I lock myself up in the bathroom stall
Put my head in my hands as the tears start to fall
You're too busy with her to see that I'm crying
I'll walk out of here smiling, but inside I'm dying

I just cant cry..cause that proves I still care.
I cant go to sleep..for in my dreams youll be there
No matter where I go, no matter what I do....
Somewhere, something... reminds me of you

She smiles and says "I'm happy for you"
And she turns around and walks away
She's careful not to let him see
The painful tears stream down her face...

I cry in the shadows as they walk away
Fall to my knees and I start to pray
“God, please wipe these tears from my face,
And find me a guy who can take his place…"

I look away as I see you there
Your fingers tangled in her hair
Touching her cheek with your fingertips
Gently kissing her on the lips…

That used to be me, I realize
And I walk away, with tears in my eyes...

I wake up smiling, and I put on our song
It’s the year anniversary of when I met you
But I fall to my knees, tears run down my face
I guess I forgot…you found someone new

I look at the rose that still sits on my dresser, the one you gave me years ago. I think about how it resembles the love we had: Once beautiful, once alive, but then died. And even though I know it wont come to life again I cant seem to throw it away..