He makes me smile almost as easily as he makes me cry♥

I wait for you to call me...but you don't.
I wait for this heart to heal...but it won't.
I wait for these tears to leave...but they fall still.
I wait for you to notice me...but you never will.

And I lie to the world by saying I am over you... Because maybe if I pretend long enough... I'll start to believe it, too.

He's forgotten the laughter and feel of our touch
He's forgotten the kisses I treasured so much
He doesn't remember the couple we were...
He's forgotten everything since he met her.

Smile, so the tears won't fall
Laugh, like you don't hurt at all
Fake it so he'll never know...
That you still haven't let him go

I won't stare and I won't flirt
I'll act as if it doesn't hurt
I'll just smile and say I'm fine
Hiding lies with that old line...
Oh but if you only knew
That I would --die-- to be with you...

We just broke up and I still love you
Now I watch you with somebody new
But I won't cry and beg for you...
Cause one day, I'll find somebody too

Maybe if I was perfect in every single way
Maybe if I always had the right things to say
Maybe if I was prettier than any girl could be
Maybe then.... you would notice me

And there you are, kissing in the hall

I can feel the tears as they start to fall

I know you see me against the wall

But the worst part? ...You don't care at all

I lock myself up in the bathroom stall
Put my head in my hands as the tears start to fall
You're too busy with her to see that I'm crying
I'll walk out of here smiling, but inside I'm dying