Plaster on a smile and pretend that you're okay
Lie and say your happy as you wipe the tears away
Hide the hurt you feel inside so nobody will know
That even after all this time you haven't let him go

I won't stare and I won't flirt
I'll act as if it doesn't hurt
I'll just smile and say I'm fine
Hiding lies with that old line...
Oh but if you only knew
That I would --die-- to be with you...

Enough with the smiling, I can't fake it anymore
I can't wipe the tears away the way I could before
I know I said I'm happy, but it's time for you to see
That watching you together is slowly killing me

Smile, so the tears won't fall
Laugh, like you don't hurt at all
Fake it so he'll never know...
That you still haven't let him go

He's forgotten the laughter and feel of our touch
He's forgotten the kisses I treasured so much
He doesn't remember the couple we were...
He's forgotten everything since he met her.

And I lie to the world by saying I am over you... Because maybe if I pretend long enough... I'll start to believe it, too.

I wait for you to call me...but you don't.
I wait for this heart to heal...but it won't.
I wait for these tears to leave...but they fall still.
I wait for you to notice me...but you never will.

He makes me smile almost as easily as he makes me cry♥

I'll wave at him and walk right by
Smiling with tears in my eye
I'll try my hardest to pretend
That to me he's "just a friend"
For if I hide it, he won't know
That I still haven't let him go

If I could hate him I would... I promise. The only problem is, that there's this part of me that still sees the guy that I once knew... The guy that he pretended to be.