No more pain for me to endure
i have given in to life...
The stitching to my homemade heart
holding me together keeping me alive...
Counting the hours counting the days
each day your smile slowly fades...
Hey baby wanna call me?
i think your lost or took a wrong turn...
Is it so bad to want a boy?
One to call me beautiful...
Trying to find these words i once knew so well
hidden beneath the surface from the air...
Reconciling from all this hurt
body battered but still alert...
Desperate to find the truth
still finding myself hidden beneath this wall...
Dont think you know who in fact is me
i am a girl, this you can see...
Time passes by so quick
it slips through our fingers...
My eyes they are hallow, dark with pain
yet everybody thinks in my life there is no rain...
Day by day these feelings come about
I scream out for help...