I am in mud up to my throat
stuck and uncomfortable...

Stop playing me
you know what you want so come and get it...

Let the sky take your body
the wind take your soul...

I needed someone like you
when i thought the time had run short...

The fat tears are swelling my eyes
the liquid is blinding me...

I'm digging you
you make me feel warm...

This is taking over my body like a drug
I'm addicted to caring...

I need a realization of what is real and what is...
my world is spinning and i have nothing to stop it...

Outside my window i see the stars
one shines brighter than all the others...

Hold me tight never let go
boy please let your love show...

Its like im blinded from the world in front of me...

And through my battered body all the pain is...
the thoughts of suicide the anger, the rage...