A war against myself. except i am losing, deeper...

My imagination filled with glee
seeing you with me...

Trapped in this world of denial, of regret...
plunging toward the bottom...

I could never imagine my life to have a meaning...
i live & breathe and I exist...

My heart has felt no love..
caged up hidden from feelings...

I sing a tune
with a fast beat...

I dont need you, i never did
i was too blind to see...

I wait for the day that i can breathe on my own
where i dont look to you for oxygen...

Whenever you smile i feel hopeful, hopeful its for...
that you may actually care...

So listen to my screams of pain
let my sorrow fill your soul...

I wonder if society is good for us or bad. it has...

Your coat in the cold,
the warmth to your soul...