I want my heart to be whole again,
my lungs to work...

I am just a girl in crisis crying out to be heard
trying to avoid the obstacles ahead and forgetting...

I am told I am beautiful, happy and bold
but am i all these things i am told...

The scars my only friends
they remind me of who i was...

So down so low
i want my blood to not flow...

Our love is magical it brightens up my day
i cant seem to find the words i want to say...

I am in mud up to my throat
stuck and uncomfortable...

Day by day these feelings come about
I scream out for help...

My eyes they are hallow, dark with pain
yet everybody thinks in my life there is no rain...

Time passes by so quick
it slips through our fingers...

Dont think you know who in fact is me
i am a girl, this you can see...

Desperate to find the truth
still finding myself hidden beneath this wall...