Reconciling from all this hurt
body battered but still alert...

Trying to find these words i once knew so well
hidden beneath the surface from the air...

Is it so bad to want a boy?
One to call me beautiful...

Hey baby wanna call me?
i think your lost or took a wrong turn...

Counting the hours counting the days
each day your smile slowly fades...

The stitching to my homemade heart
holding me together keeping me alive...

No more pain for me to endure
i have given in to life...

My eyes are blurred thats all theyll be
my cheeks are flooded from all the tears over the...

I tell myself I am strong
but inside I am dying...

Let me know when i can put this wall away
when it is safe to see the truth...

Am i supposed to stop
living breathing laughing...

Stop playing me
you know what you want so come and get it...