The sun has settled down
and the moon shining bright...

Black, my life black as can be
I'm hurting inside why cant you see...

Some things we cannot control but only learn from...

Is living a happy healthy life even imaginable...

So carve my name into a tree inside a heart
like the long lost lovers we will never be...

Breathe stretch and pull them abs in tight
lose some weight girl lets fight...

Trying to find these words i once knew so well
hidden beneath the surface from the air...

I am dropping
lower than my lowest low...

This lump in my throat could kill me
a death no one will care about...

I could never imagine my life to have a meaning...
i live & breathe and I exist...

My eyes they are hallow, dark with pain
yet everybody thinks in my life there is no rain...

I look in my mirror and see this hopless girl
fighting a war against herself...